My journey

[Zoe7]

Not working yet @Former-Member It was a visit to see the Principal to basicallye see where I stand in regards to returning to work in some capacity. The meeting went well and I have a much clearer idea of what I need to do and where I am heading in that regard. She was actually really nice about it all.

I also went to the pool to do my hydrotherapy - now home relaxing with Toby.

I am glad you had a nice day for your birthday - don't worry about being 30 next year - it is only a number Hon - what means most is the things your are doing and you start your course next year and that is huge 

[Shaz51]

@Former-Member

[Former-Member]

That’s really good, she sounds supportive @Zoe7 Felt a bit flat earlier before just hoping I come out of it later, probly just tired

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Shaz51 xx

[Zoe7]

Hopefully it is just that you are tired @Former-Member I often feel flat when I am tired too.

[Former-Member]

I really don’t feel like anyone understands @Zoe7 

[Zoe7]

It is hard to live with the pain of the past @Former-Member and no-one can walk in your shoes Hon but we do understand the challenges that most days present - that is the wonderful thing about the forum - it is a collective of people that do understand because they have experienced or are experiencing similar things.

[Former-Member]

I don’t know why I am so angry some days 

I actually sobbed my heart out when my daughter came home. I really missed her today, everything was hiding inside of me all day. I went out to get some clothing for myself because I have been feeling c**p for ages and just wanted to get back in my car where I was safe. Faked it until I got to the car... It’s just us in a big world -where everyone picks on my brokenness @Zoe7 have a lump in my throat at the moment, trying to not cry again because it’s not good for her 

[Zoe7]

Kids do pick up on when we are not doing so well @Former-Member. Sounds like you are having a really flat day - some days are like that Hon. Thise are the days we have to ride out to get to the better days again - and there will be better days for you just a little dip in that rollercoaster today 

[Former-Member]

I know- so know matter what you do or try too as a parent nothing is right either way @Zoe7