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[Sunnyside226]

Tw.. @Dreamy  right now I don't have it in me to be here tomorrow   i already called LL I don't think I could waste their time again.    I think the lady had triggered me from saying do I have a plan  sometimes it does Tigger me  because  dad said that he did it.  I'm not trying to be rude or anything I know texting isn't always understandable   

I have lots of squishmallows  I may have a favourite 

Would you like a picture of my  squishmallows? @Dreamy  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 it's ok, let's just focus on right now. Know that you wouldn't be wasting their time calling them again, they are there to support you and understand these things can be hard to talk about. Even for me when I'm asked if I have a plan and I pause for a moment before answering cos yes it's scary to know that you've thought that far into things. 

I'd love to see a picture of them if you'd like to share 😊

[Sunnyside226]

 

 

@Dreamy  there's 2   what teddy bears do you have? 

I don't know anymore   

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 just waiting for the pictures to load but here's my stitch collection of build a bears. 

 

It's ok not to know, but we are right here with you in this moment and we will find a way through it. Today I've been taking things one moment and one breath at a time, you don't have to know what comes next just getting through this moment is enough and then we tackle the next. We keep going for however long it takes for things to settle again where we can focus on maybe a few minutes or even an hour at a time♥️

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy  I know taking it  minute by minute can help.   I'm trying to stay afloat     the thoughts of not being around is loud.   I feel alone 

i don't want to bother her/him   

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 i know how loud those thoughts can be and I know you feel alone. But we are right here with you.

Would grabbing one of your squishmallows and telling me some of the details about it help? You could try to notice how it feels, colours or patterns on it. 

[Sunnyside226]

Yeh I guess @AuntGlow 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy the reply was for you  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 omg it's stitch and Harry potter. 

Ok grab a squishmallow and tell me what it feels like, can you tell me what colours are on it? 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy   i really don't want to be here  

I got stitch heavy blue