Support for Flowerlove22

[Dreamy]

Hello @Sunnyside226, I'm so sorry for my absence. I've had alot going on here and just haven't had it in me to keep up with every post. 

How are you going, have you been up to much over the last few days and do you have any plans for the weekend? 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy  hello it's ok 

How am I I don't even know   dealing with things.  People just don't understand things makes me feel stupid.   

Not to mention  I called Lifeline yesterday.   The female I got didn't even to try talk to me   she asked if I had a plan I said yes there's one that's been floating in my head   I said I haven't done anything yet.  She kept saying she would call the ambulance  I said why  because I had a plan, I said  isn't it her job to listen and chat about things before they call the ambulance.   I did  say  i was safe in the chat.   

I would rather keep everything to myself from now on. 

As for the weekend plans  I was going to look at dirt bikes.  Drop miss off because she has a date  tonight. Tomorrow I don't know yet 

@Dreamy  what about you? You going to hide from the world? Lol 😂 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 i hear you and I can relate to people not understanding. 

I'm sorry the experience with the crisis service wasn't great. I know it can be hit and miss at times with who you get. Just like in real life we don't connect with everyone we meet, well it's the same when we try to chat to a crisis service. Don't let it discourage you from reaching out again cos the next person may be just the right fit and be able to offer support with how you are feeling. Sending you hugs, we are always here to listen and offer support ❤️.

Going to look at dirt bikes sounds like fun. Hope your sis has a good time on her date tonight. 

I very much am hiding from the world but I have to go to the shops now, not sure how I'm going to go but I guess we'll see. 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy 

Honestly it's ok    I understand it's a hit and miss   it feels like some places just want to get rid of people by calling an ambulance.  Which isn't always the case  some people just want to be heard.     It's kinda like the job I do 

I understand someone saying they have a plan can make people worry but telling the help seeker person they calling an ambulance could send them in panic.   

I won't let it stop me from reaching out.  It's why I keep things to myself I bottle things up, I think that's what me and @AuntGlow have been talking about 

Honestly she has changed her outfit 20 times already   lol  she has her make up things ready  to be put on.  Hopefully it doesn't take her years to put on lol( I'll keep you updated on that) 

She also wants me to sneak peek at the guy to make sure he's a nice one haha things I do for her 

Good luck for the shops @Dreamy     is Casper going with you?