Depression- Really Struggling- may be triggering

[Former-Member]

Is anyone around. Back to where i was last night and now I'm back home its really hit me about the upcoming tests and my final exam
@Spookytookims @Owlunar @Appleblossom @Faith-and-Hope @Mazarita @Shaz51

[Former-Member]

@oceangirl

[Former-Member]

@Adge you still around?

[Former-Member]

You okay @Former-Member?

[Adge]

Yes @Former-Member
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[Former-Member]

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@Former-Member wrote:
You okay @Former-Member?

nope not really but that other thread was way to triggering to other members and i think it was best if i deleted it. sorry for causing such a stir of emotions. that trueley wasnt the intentions and its stirred up more feelings for myself and i also appreciated your answers as well

@Adge i want you to know i read your answers to the other thread and i appreciate you answering that

[Adge]

Thanks @Former-Member I found your questions very relevant, & very helpful to think about.

I have been a moderator on a childhood abuse forum for several years (before it closed) - we need to take responsibility for our own reactions.

No one had to read or reply to your thread unless they wanted to - it was their choice.

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[Adge]

@Former-MemberI appreciated the opportunity to write about those issues for the first time (virtually ever). What happened to my post (reply)?

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[Former-Member]

i know @Adge but i triggered people and i didnt put trigger warning on it either.

i would have loved to have met some other survivors and see and if they had the same thoughts and similarities to myself but i think it was better to remove it

your quite welcome to post it on my other sexual abuse thread- i can tag you in it if you like so its easier for you to find and good on you for posting it i know its not easy to do esp the first few times. the post was removed before anyone read it im not sure why it was removed but i got the email for it so was able to read it that way

[Former-Member]

Hi @Former-Member, I totally get the need to want to talk about it. It's not the kind of thing that you can talk about except online. I've made similar posts to yours, asking similar questions. I kinda wish we could have a closed room on these forums, kinda like in the old school days of chat rooms. But I'm not sure it's possible on this site.
I think everyone knows that you didn't mean to trigger others. And I don't think anyone took offence. Don't beat yourself up about it. We all sometimes post triggering things, whether we mean to or not.

What's important is that you take care of yourself right now and make sure you are okay.