Planet of solitude

[Twinklelight]

Iv been for an interview yesterday to be put on a high priority housing list just hopefully in the same suburb so the kids can go to the same school. Someone is going to help me with centerlink to start getting payments coming in. I will be getting free furniture so that good to. I can take some stuff from with me to. 

I'm just scared because when I first tell him that I'm moving out that he will do something.  @Zoe7

[Twinklelight]

I might need police to be involved again @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

That is where you need to talk to your supports you have @Twinklelight to make a plan that will keep you all safe. You don't have to do this alone - lean on your supports and talk to them about how best to do this. I used to work with an orgnaisation that helped with these things and it was often necessary to involve additional services such as the police to make sure this was done safely for everyone. It can be very confronting but having those additional services involved can help to keep everyone safe. Again though - talk to your supports about how best to approach this 

[Zoe7]

Just wrote the same about police in my post - glad that we are on the same page there @Twinklelight

[Twinklelight]

I will do @Zoe7
Thankyou

[Twinklelight]

You have been so helpful @Zoe7 💚💛💙💖😘

[Zoe7]

No worries @Twinklelight - feel free to tag me anytime you need to chat Hon - it is a very difficult time for you but we are here for extra support 

[Twinklelight]

Thankyou @Zoe7 I really appreciate it. Iv never had support like this before. I'm nearly in tears because iv never had anyone to talk to before

[Zoe7]

That is the wonderful thing about this community @Twinklelight - there is always someone around and you can get out things that you cannot through other avenues. It is a pleasure to be chatting to you - despite the circumstances - and the connections you make here do mean a lot - especially in the harder times.

[Twinklelight]

What the eye does not see the heart does not grieve for...
But when the truth comes out, it will always hurt more
Blinded by love, I failed to see how much of an arsehole 
You really were to me
Perhaps too young, too crazy and free
I guess I will never understand why you did that to me 
They say if you love somebody then you should set them free
As you never came back I think it was meant to be 
I am not bitter or angry anymore, in fact my life has been better
Since you walked out the door.
I thank you for the gift you gave to me 
A very special treasure, it truly is a pleasure
I gave you a chance; in fact, I gave you so many 
But you couldn't be bothered to even spend a penny
The door was still open, but nobody came 
I should have known it would still be the same
It is not my place to play God with life
But if you don't make the effort, you're not worth the strife
Perhaps one day you might make the call, to make the wrongs right
And not start a fight
I hope by then it's not too late, but I suppose I can't change fate.
I would like to think we are at peace with each other
At one point in time you were my finest lover 
Some people just aren't meant to be together, but that doesn't mean
You are lonely forever 
Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile
And finds in your presence that life is worthwhile
So when you are lonely remember it's true 
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you