not feeling good

[BlueBay]

There’s no purpose in life 

no goals 

no life decisions 

no life mitivstion

no choices

just darkness 

it’s not fair 

today’s not a good day 

[Zoe7]

You are the only one that has the power to change all that @BlueBay but you have to want to!

[Former-Member]

Good morning @BlueBay

Things are sounding very hard right now, just wanted to let you know that I'm sending you an email shortly.

[BlueBay]

Hi @Former-Member and everyone else 

I’m taking a break from the forum. Thanks pebbles for the email and support. 

[Zoe7]

Look after yourself @BlueBay 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thinking of you too @BlueBay .... ❤️

[Shaz51]

thinking of you my sister @BlueBay

[BlueBay]

I need help. 

Thought I could stsy awsy and do it alone 

but actually I’m so alone in my thoughts emotions and everything that I need some support. 

The thing is I can’t do it alone. It’s tearing me apart. I am really bad this time. 

I really need to be on here fir support. 

[Zoe7]

You have support here @BlueBay and asking as you have shows courage - so well done you 

[BlueBay]

Thankyou @Zoe7 im in a bad way. My doctor wanted to admit me to hospital yesterday afternoon. But I refused saying I csnt financially have time off. So I had to ring him this morning. Have to be with someone all weekend. And seeing him again Monday to discuss what to do. I’ll be seeing my regular doctor who has come back from leave. It’s been building fir a while snd I crashed big time yesterday. 

I’m so sorry to see you’re struggling so much @Zoe7. Snd I haven’t been able to support you. I’m sorry. I am thinking of you and hope today is a little easier. 

I’m coping hour by hour. If I need to chat with lifeline I will. I’ve also contacted blue knot a few times. They’ve been great support. 

Loss is so difficult. Change is even harder. I struggle snd understand how hard this must be for you. Losing two great supports from Sane this week has been huge. I’ve cried over this. 

Pls take it easy one step each time thinking of you ❤️❤️