Just checking in.

[Teej]

Hi @CheerBear it’s been ☔️ ng all morning here too. Just starting to clear a bit. 

I just realised that we are at total opposite ends of the scale when it comes to dealing with big feelings and messiness. It made me smile. I stop, just get paralysed and exhausted and can’t move. I get the feeling 'I’ve been hit by a truck' and everything goes into slo mo. I’ve not move from the couch and slept so far today. The only movement I have is a strange kind of rocking 😳. I don’t want to do this as I have lots I want to do but feel a bit sucked into the vortex. Maybe the sleep has helped a bit and I’ll get going soon.....then again. I’m also being a princess 👑 as I finally got my periods and it’s been a full on one 🤬 but at least my internal United Nations has a chance to work together again.....for another 20ish days :face_with_rolling_eyes:. 

Reading your post helped me remember that tomorrow is dday part one for me. The cool thing about that is at this point I don’t have too many feels about it. I don’t know if I’ve changed or that I’ve just accepted it. It will be 7 years tomorrow, possibly tomorrow I might feel different. 

I smiled at your bed saga.......because I so wanted to say you shouldn’t have friends jumping?? on your bed. That would be me :pile_of_poo: stirring 😆. I hope it goes back together ok with an easy fix. I slept on my mattress on the floor for about 18 months 😳. Having said that it is a huge mattress (I was gifted). 

Im really sorry that it was really tricky with new my worker. It sucks so much having to get to know someone new. Personally it’s hard for me to know how it feels to have had a life that was going really well taken away. As much as dday was the catalyst for me breaking down, the true breakdown occurred during therapy when I realised how dysfunctional I’d been my whole life. I remember that moment vividly. Much of my si came as a result of that. It still does. I can imagine though if I was in your shoes I would want to turn back time lots to change the outcome. I know you don’t believe it but I do believe that there is a brave new world for you out there that will be just as fulfilling, just different to the other one. You’ve got this. I’m not going to let you forget it. 💜🤗

[Teej]

@outlander 

i just wanted to write here instead. Thanks for checking in on the other thread. I’m doing ok. I tend to use that one for when I’m in crisis. Luckily I’m not at the moment. I know that things arent great for you right now either. You are still doing a lovely job supporting everyone on the forum......one worthy of a community guide 💜. 

I think I need to move my backside and do something now that the weather is clearing. I hope your day is ok. 💜🤗

[outlander]

That is ok @Teej i dont mind wherever your comfortable 😊 im glad your not in crisis, and your hormones are alittle more in check. I know how it is im late by almost 4 months 😒😕

Aww thank you so much, you warmed my heart on this cold rainy day. I hope todays a good one for you too 💜💜

@CheerBear hugs for you 💕💕

[Bimby2]

Hi @Teej and hope things are fine with you. Do enjoy tonight and the weekend too. All good wishes to you and yours.
Bimby2.

[Bimby2]

Hi @CheerBear and hope your weather improves. We are having warm spring days and fairly pleasant nights. Here's wishing you a great and enjoyable weekend. All the best. Bimby2.

[Shaz51]

Hello @Bimby2, @outlander, @Teej, @CheerBear, @Bunniekins sending you all tender hugs

[outlander]

Hugs for you too @Shaz51 💜

[Shaz51]

how are you my sister @outlander xx

[outlander]

Not so good tonight @Shaz51 has been a really hard afternoon

[Shaz51]

what`s up my sister @outlander