Living with Ourselves

[Shaz51]

hugs @Sophia1, sitting with you xoxo

[Adge]

Hi @Sophia1 I'm thinking of you.

Hugs, if you want them.

Adge

[outlander]

@Sophia1 💕 yes please do keep tagging me 💕

[Sophia1]

hello @Owlunar @outlander @Exoplanet @Adge @Shaz51 @eudemonism @Former-Member

another emergency appointment at doctors...blood in urine...some pain..was so confused when gp asking questions about op...examination last week specialist...specialist next week...another urine test two weeks...I seem to automatically go into depersonalising myself from everyone...

get results tomorrow...so not long

did feel the sun and soaked that up...

went into fishmongers ...husband and wife thrilled to see me as have not seen me since before operation....husband even said "one thing about you...no matter what you always have a lovely smile on your face....that smile has not changed from the first day I met you.." I replied...wow...you have just made my day....

fighting back tears....the old trying to appear calm...cool...and collected...I think the saying is...

so no pool today...

que sera sera

another quiet afternoon...yeah

life is such a %%%*****"""&&&&### at times isn't it....

Do hope that your days  are far better than mine at the moment....

ps am not dwelling on it or feeling sorry for myself....fatigued more by it all...

sister rang last night she is not doing all that well either...

[Sophia1]

Hello al

not sure if I have posted these before or not

[Sophia1]

Hello @Bunniekins

I was finally able to take some close up photographs of one of my next door neighbours...

another is of a grey and white cow that lives near the pool that I go to...

I hope that your son enjoys them..

Also sending warmest wishes to you ...letting you know that many of us on here do think of you...you do matter...

You do not have to respond either....

Put yourself first and take care of you....this is what I wish for you

[Sophia1]

Sorry @Bunniekins that you have to do acrobatics to see the photgraph

hopefully the next attempt is better 

[Bunniekins]

You are just the best @Sophia1 am getting my son right now to have a look and to tell him a friend sent them especially for him :).

xxxxx

ps: thank you for your kind words I really appreciate them xxx

[outlander]

Oh dear @Sophia1 i hope it turn out to be nothing ir minor. Hugs xox. I love the quotes and the cow pictures too. It looks so loveley and lush where you are!

Hi @Bunniekins nice to see you xoxo

[Sophia1]

@Bunniekins

I always think of you and your son when I see the cows now...

I will definitely get more as they come to the boundary..

I do hope that he likes them....

take care 

Sophia