Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Jupiter]

Hey @Former-Member I'm feeling quite concerned for you. I'm going to send you an email to check in 

[BlueBay]

Oh @Former-Member I'm sorry to read you're at your tether. I feel for you

pls contact Sane counsellors or lifeline. 
Here for you. Xxoo

[Maggie]

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Yep, it's been a tough week.

Trapped, hopeless.....

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Sorry....

[TheVorticon]

It would be a lot easier if I wasn't alive. I can forget to think about suicide from time to time but it always re-emerges. If only there was something good that could come from that. 

[Truffles]

Just letting you know we are here for you TheVorticon, check in and say hi!

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More triggers...

Just after a week of recovering from repeated, compounded triggers.

Not quite everything gone wrong at once - yet it certainly did feel like it did.

Online Dating is a Nightmare -

I've just been scrutinised & interrogated by someone (Online Dating), who refused to answer any of my friendly questions.

I was trying to make good, friendly conversation - by asking about interests & hobbies, etc.

No answer - I was totally ignored.

Then I received a Barrage of Questions: 1) Why do I not have any children?

(Because the other party refused to have children).

2) Why am I a Vegan?

I am not a Vegan, I'm simply Vegetarian (Big difference).

The why do I not have children question was Very Triggering - That feels Insensitive & Invasive.

Because I Always Always wanted to have Children, since I was 20 years old (now 51).

My ex said Yes to having children when we married - Then said "I lied to you, I never wanted children" (when we separated).

So it's Not My Fault that I Don't have Children - I always wanted children.

I'm the oldest of 5 Siblings - I've always been very good with children.

Online Dating people should not be asking me about that.

Not Fair....

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