Good Morning @SmilingGecko seems sunny outside . had big sleep(s) after holter , bad back and not being able to wash myself woke 3am had shower , slept 5-8.30
should start on assignments today. Got a 'thing' against it in my head. telling myself am the only one who doesnt understand it (dont really need to , tbh) ,just answer the questions once work out what the hell they are trying to ask. this is because in their attempt to make the course more 'academic' they are asking for long form (ok short essays like 6-800 words) answers, but they are asking like 5 different questions for each one at least . the instructor said one of students in another class used AI mainly just to work out what the question actually was. I am doing the same, then I edit and re-write to marking criteria
Anyway. might start on that today, dunno, have 3 things to do half of it is literally cut and paste , just time consuming, think will get free trial on adobe to merge .pdfs to save me some time, as have docs cannot edit. just feeling ignored re class. should get over myself. also there is a creeping feeling of self-sabotage/discontent , and the thought of trying to get a job with it etc , dunno. dont know if its going to be as straightforward as they make out. anyway , will keep at it . I made similar noises to mate few mths ago, he said 'though you wanted to do this' ah , yeah, but a lot of this is just BS and wont actually be doing poss for years . will only get entry level jobs just having done course, so will be using pre prepared material. this is all theory, ie what you could/now can do .. one day .. in the future ..
