hi @Appleblossom
Did i read the messages ?
Im writing about the restraining order and instead of spreading my issues on other people's pages, i thought ide come back here.
Today, i got the first bang on the front door from my stalker. Crying, he was saying what is happening? What did i do? Dont call the police, crying.
I opened the door and i said, i have a restraining order on you. I have spent a few months getting support letters and support. You have belittled me, yelled at me told the whole of this area plus police that i have times of mental ill health. You constantly abuse me, ive had the police abuse me for wasting their time. Ive had enough.
I knew that it was illegal for me to speak to him like that so when i called the police, they said It was okay because........they stilll hadnt served the restraining order. He haD dissappeared and they hadnt found him.
So, he will be served by tomorrow.
I have been happy for the last couple of weeks. Ive got the housing manager coming over to interview me about a move closer to where im comfortable. Im seeing my old Psychotherapist......things are going very slowly forward. I have been now, making realizations who i like being with.
I feel like ive chosen my Mum or my Dad's perzonalities for too long.
