This is why I love the forums @Shaz51 - people who understand what I feel at times 
Just heading away from work now to go home. Will be back online
No more dance and tennis...unsure what to do with myself! Times like this I do miss my partner. Hope he has found his stuff. Sent him an online message chasing up....so hopefully he jumps online and lets me know. Pray he has for his sake so he hasn't lost the memories!