hey there @Tete sorry to hear that things feel hard at the moment. relationships can be challenging, and i can see that balancing your husband's feelings/issues while dealing with your own can make it feel heavier. i'm glad you were able to come here and pour some of that weight off - having your own time/space to do things for yourself is so important, is there any activities/strategies that help you gain a bit more energy and 'me-time'?