I hear you @Former-Member. I really do. I'm sorry you feel so worthless and helpless. Much of what you describe I've felt the same. I don't know you very well but I like you, and I want to know more about you. But I know pretty much no matter what any one says here, your mind is in a dark, scary place and you possibly feel very alone and very lost. Give it some time because you have been away from here for a while. People are getting used to having you around again, and other people that don't know you well might want to get to know you better. Could you please tag me in your posts?

I'm off to sleep but I just wanted to drop by here. Your pain is valid, and yes do deserve to have a voice and be heard and understood.