You are going through a lot Hon and happy to walk along this journey with you. I know how hard it is to break free from that kind of abusive relationship but was lucky enough not to have kids in the mix - that makes it sooo much harder - you know what is best for you all but it is near impossible to follow that path when the odds seem to be against you - there is support out there for you though @Twinklelight - and it is possible to find a better life for you all